A Prayer

Bless me god, Oh heavenly lord.

Make me blind, than viewing absurd,
Which would make me think and do wrong.

Make me dumb, than uttering those,
which would ruin my life forever.

Make me deaf, than hearing those,
which would make me cry, guilty and down.

Want to be an innocent kid holding my mothers hand,
Following her foot steps,
Its just she all around me..
She my love, my dreams, my thoughts, my life.

Bless me god, Oh heavenly lord.

Give me strength, courage to strive for my goal,
And make my mom feel proud.

A sonnet on stupid thoughts

Heart feels heavy, many things to share,
Response for my words is unaware.
Heart says a lot, does nothing,
Laziness conquers, leading life to swing.
What am I? what are my desires,
Fills mind with such enquires.
Heart had come across many such contradictions,
Kept moving, with just one determination,
Unable to find whatz that determination strives,
Moving, hoping for achievement that relieves.
Failures are stepping stones,
Heart quotes this with inspiring tones.
All I know is a smile and laugh for a day,
Is enough to live in this world in happy:)

Trying to heal your absence - dedicated to my mom

Eyes still searching around,
With rolling tears,without a sound.

Though heart knew, it would be in vain,
Do foolish acts, to reduce unbearable pain.

Tried to convince, impossibility of survival without thou,
You never took serious, ignored stating me as a fou,

Now, impossibilities is in front of me,
Unable to express you, my tears are true,

From day one, Its become a habit,
Awaiting your interference in all my bit.

Silently crying innermost to break my heart into pieces,
To burst out, so that I would heal your absences.