A memorable moment

Blew by wind to heavenly place, led by god
Realized am not an angel nor fairy, to fill any life with pleasure,
Neither a Princess nor Goddess, to make any one's presence proud,
Neither a rose nor jasmine, to fill fragrance around any,
A withered, dead, dry flower, with no fragrance, no life,

Blew by wind to heavenly place,
Promising god to be back, I made my way towards you.
Swirling around you, made your eye to catch my sight,
Enjoyed the pleasure of being yours, just your own,
When thy hand stretched towards me, to feel me,

Blew by wind to heavenly place,
Fell at your feet, within glimpses of your eye,
kissed your feet, Small quavering voice after long time,
With tears in eyes, and vision blurred,
Made a memorable note, Your arms deserve an angel not me.

Blew by wind to heavenly place,
Made my words to float in air, for few minutes, until I quit,
Thank you charm, Thank you, making me feel to be yours, in my dreams,
Marking it the last memorable moment, I lived with you,
Back to my promise, blew by wind to heavenly place, my last destination.

Wondered!!

Wondered when jumped from being kid to teenage,
And started to dream about all fantasies in mirage,
Now a state of adulthood, remembering my childhood,
Days spent with parents, friends and fluctuating mood,
Desires floated, Still floating in mind,
With utmost speed, magic and color like a running hind,

questions of what?

Heart feels, what?, is known for heavenly lord,
Mind says two words, for thy, stay alert,
Fluctuating sometimes here, then somewhere,
Heart scared, mind cries, say my heavenly lord,
Whatz my fate,
Dont decide know, just move on, Your number comes,
Just wait good to happen with you,
Will it be good or a terrible one.
Scared to face the world,
Whatz my world, my path, Whatz there for me.
SO many questions, unable to get along, questions of what?