Maa, Heart wanna speak with you

Maa, Heart wanna speak with you,
just not about my destination, many more things to say,
You the one i choose to speak all my thoughts,
True is my heart to speak all,
True is you to hear my words with love and affection,
Maa, I miss you, you were, are my world for ever,
Though heart says few words....
But your heart hears more than I speak, more than I say..
Thatz what makes u different from all,
You are mine, you are mine maa...
Thank the god he gave u..
u are mine maa...
u are mine ...
I fight with u, never

An incomplete tale of love

Love me, hate me or say goodbye,
Either way, I'll be waiting for u until I die;
I'll keep up the promise of falling for you deep & high,
Let the fate have its toll but I'll never give up to try...!!!

I know m a part of your life, may be lost somewhere,
But I can still feel you around and your presence everywhere;
I know, m also being remembered in your prayers,
Cuz I can still feel an angel guiding me through my nightmares...!!!

I believed when u said, love is in the air,
May be we are not meant to stay forever, still we dare;
May be we lost touch but the relation is priceless, I care,
Distance will never weaken my love to u, I swear....!!!

Confused state of mind....

When mind goes round....

Confused state!!! If answer is doesn't know.. that means, I am in confused state..
confused whether to move on in life or to stay back in life.. confused am I..with my thoughts..????

Sorry for all, for everybody..
Unaware.. cant behave as innocent nor a matured one....
Aware whatz right, Still mind is not accepting..
Aware whatz best, Still mind is not accepting..
Aware its not the end, Still mind is not accepting...

Oh god, Oh heavenly lord...Bless me..guide me...
Whatever I prayed to you, is never obtain.. I am exhausted God..
End this game.. End my game..

Cant say such words, its shows that... I am coward..Coward to accept and move on in life..
Its not true...
I am wrong in my deeds..
I am wrong in my virtue...
I am wrong in my thoughts...

When all is wrong..Heart says..stop.. stop, Since everything is lost..
Today read one quote....smiled a bit...
it was " When everything is lost...There is still future in front..."
So true is that words.. But life has to move on... is not possible in my case.....
What should I do?? end??? no... survive and prove......that i too deserve to be here..

Such confusions..no answer for anything..All goes dumb............ deaf............ and blind.........
I have no rights to survive??..No all human have their right to survive..
Then I am not a human???

Haven't harm any?? Still I suffer.. for what??? why??? why???
No answers where ever I go...

Haven't harm anyone in life.. Still .........................................................