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Thursday, December 11, 2025

Evil within - Part 5

 He lay on his bed that night, the fan spinning slowly above him, shadows stretching across the ceiling. But sleep didn’t come. Raghav’s words kept circling in his head:

“Tomorrow… big day.”
“A place where we can fix this… together.”

What did he mean?
Was it some job lead?
A training center?
Something else?

The uncertainty gnawed at him.

Meanwhile, in the hall, his mother finished folding clothes. She stopped for a moment, looking toward his closed door with worry etched on her face.

“God… give him some peace,” she whispered before heading to her room.

The night passed slowly.


Morning

He woke up early, surprisingly. His body still ached from yesterday’s long walk, but his mind was sharper today—alert, almost tense.

He walked to the kitchen. His mother was already there, pouring tea.

“Up so soon?” she asked.

He nodded, avoiding her eyes.

“You didn’t sleep properly,” she said. It wasn’t a question.

He smiled weakly. “I’m fine, Amma.”

She didn’t believe it, but she let it go. “Drink this. Raghav is coming, I suppose?”

He froze for a second. “How did you—?”

“He told me last night when he left,” she replied, setting the cup in front of him.
“Said he has some plan for you today. I hope he doesn’t drag you into anything stressful.”

He sipped the tea. His stomach tightened again.


Sudden Knock

Around 9:15 AM, the gate clanged. He looked out the window—Raghav was already there, dressed casually but looking unusually serious.

“Come fast!” Raghav shouted from below.

His mother came to the door. “Where are you taking him?”

“Just somewhere,” Raghav replied quickly. “Don’t worry, Aunty. I’ll bring him back.”

But there was a sharpness in his tone. A hidden urgency.

His mother didn’t like it. Her eyes narrowed a little.

“Be careful,” she told her son quietly.
He nodded.

He stepped out with Raghav, the sling bag hanging loosely on his shoulder again.


Walking with Raghav

They walked towards the main road. Raghav kept a fast pace, almost too fast, and didn’t speak for a few minutes.

Finally, he asked, “Where are we going?”

Raghav glanced at him. “A place where people change their lives. A place that might change yours too.”

He frowned. “What place?”

Raghav took a deep breath.

“A counselling center,” Raghav said finally. “Professional help. I’ve watched you struggle for months… withdrawing… losing confidence. Yesterday you walked home in that heat because you didn’t even ask for help. You keep everything inside. You’re fighting something alone… something dark.”

He stopped walking and looked straight into Raghav’s eyes.

Raghav continued, his voice softer:

“I know you won’t ask for help. So I brought it to you.”

Silence stretched between them.

He felt exposed.
Seen.
Almost embarrassed.

“Why didn’t you tell me earlier?” he asked quietly.

“Because you would’ve refused,” Raghav answered. “Now you can’t.”

He wanted to argue, but he couldn’t. Because… Raghav was right.

The evil within—the thoughts, the fear, the crushing self-doubt—had been eating him slowly. And yesterday, during that long walk under the punishing sun, he had felt it almost break him.

He swallowed hard.

“Is this really necessary?” he whispered.

Raghav placed a hand on his shoulder.

“Necessary? Brother… it’s overdue.”

For the first time in months, he didn’t hide behind excuses. He just nodded.

They continued walking—towards a place he didn’t want to go, but desperately needed.

He didn’t know what waited inside the center.
He didn’t know if it would help.
But for the first time… he wasn’t walking alone

Evil within - Part 4

 

The night grew quieter as he ate the warm upma his mother had lovingly prepared. The exhaustion of the day still clung to his shoulders, but the comfort of home softened the edges of his tired thoughts.

His mother watched over him for a while, making sure he ate enough. When he finished, she took the plate away without a word, sensing he didn’t have the energy to talk.

He got up after a moment.
“Amma… I’ll just sit outside for some air,” he said softly.

She nodded. “Don’t be long. The night air is getting cold.”

He stepped out into the balcony again, this time with the street lights flickering in the distance. The darkness felt calmer than the blazing afternoon sun. He took a deep breath.

But his mind wasn’t calm.
Something inside him kept twisting—anxiety, fear, self-doubt.
The evil within, as he used to call it.
The silent enemy that attacked when he was already weak.

He stared at the sky, battling the thoughts rising again.

Just then, the gate creaked.

He looked down.

A man stepped in—tall, lean, carrying a backpack slung over one shoulder. His cousin, Raghav, who stayed in the next street. He often visited late evenings, but tonight his timing felt strange… almost too perfect.

Raghav looked up and saw him seated in the balcony.

“Hey,” he called out, walking towards the steps. “Aunty said you came home tired. Thought I’d drop by.”

He forced a small smile and nodded.

Raghav climbed the stairs and joined him on the balcony.

“Interview didn’t go well?” Raghav asked, settling into the plastic chair beside him.

He shook his head.

Raghav exhaled sharply. “These people don’t know how to judge real talent. You’re smart, you just… you overthink.”

The words stung—not because they were wrong, but because they were too true.

Raghav continued, “But you know what? Sitting and worrying won’t help. Tomorrow, I’m taking you somewhere. A place where we can fix this… together.”

He frowned a little.
“Where?”

Raghav smiled mysteriously. “You’ll see. Trust me.”

There was something in Raghav’s eyes—confidence, determination… and something else. A hint of secrecy.

Before he could ask more, his mother called from inside.

“Both of you come and sleep! Enough talking.”

Raghav got up. “We’ll talk tomorrow. Big day.”

He nodded slowly, unsure yet curious.

As he closed the balcony door behind him, a strange chill slid down his spine.

Something was coming.
Something that would change everything.

And he wasn’t sure if it was good…
or another challenge waiting to break him.

Wednesday, December 10, 2025

The Purest Love

A love so precious, the purest of pure
untouched by desire, untouched by need.
No measure can hold it, no heart can compare,
for it stands second only to a mother’s love.

Unconditional as breath,
quiet as a prayer,
it lives not in the body
but in the soul that never fades.

It knows no ending,
only the miracle of being born
again and again
in the deepest chambers of the heart.

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