Tuesday, December 16, 2025

Within You, Always

I live within you, where your silence breathes,
Not in your touch, but where your heart still knows.
Through passing time, through joys, through unseen griefs,
My presence stays, though quietly it goes.

Now and forever, bound beyond the skin,
Where souls reside and never say goodbye.
I am not near, yet never far within
For love like this does not know how to die.

Echoes in the Adoption File - Part 1

 

The File That Wasn’t Empty

The adoption file was supposed to be thin.

That’s what Anika Rao had always been told—routine case, no complications, closed chapter. She believed it for twenty-six years. Until the day the file slid across the dusty wooden table in the basement of St. Mary’s Adoption Trust and landed in front of her with a soft, accusing thud.

It was thick.

Anika’s fingers hovered over the folder, her pulse suddenly loud in her ears. The old ceiling fan groaned above her, pushing warm air that smelled of paper, ink, and secrets long buried. The caretaker, an elderly man with tired eyes, avoided her gaze.

“Are you sure this is mine?” she asked.

He nodded once. “That’s what the register says.”

Anika opened the file.

The first few pages were expected—date of birth, place of discovery, a temporary name scribbled in blue ink: Female infant, approx. three days old. But then she saw it.

A page torn roughly from a notebook.
A fingerprint in dried brown ink.
And one line, underlined twice:

“Father deceased. Mother missing.”

Her breath caught.

That was not what she had grown up hearing.

Her adoptive parents had always said the same thing: Your parents loved you, but they were poor. They wanted a better life for you. No deaths. No disappearances. No violence.

Anika turned the page, her hands trembling now.

There was a police stamp—faded, almost erased with time. A case number. And one word circled in red:

HOMICIDE

The room seemed to tilt.

“Why would this be here?” she whispered, more to herself than to the caretaker.

He finally spoke, his voice low. “Some adoptions… begin in tragedy.”

Anika closed the file slowly. Her reflection stared back at her from the plastic cover—dark eyes filled with questions she had never allowed herself to ask.

If her father was murdered…
If her mother vanished…

Then her adoption wasn’t just an act of mercy.

It was an escape.

As she stood to leave, something slipped from the back of the folder and fluttered to the floor. Anika bent down and picked it up.

A photograph.

A young couple stood outside a small house. The man’s arm was protectively around the woman, who was visibly pregnant. Both of them were smiling—but someone had scratched over the man’s face with a sharp object, gouging deep, angry lines.

On the back of the photo, written in hurried handwriting, were four words:

“She must never know.”

Anika felt a chill crawl up her spine.

For the first time in her life, she understood something with terrifying clarity:

Her past wasn’t lost.

It was hidden.

And someone had killed to keep it that way.

Evil Within Part- 10 - Final

 At first, he didn’t notice it.

One morning passed without a message. Then another. Then a third.

No vibration.
No unknown number.
No quiet guidance.

He checked his phone again and again—unlocking it for no reason, scrolling through old chats, rereading those short, unsettling lines that had once terrified him… and later, strangely, steadied him.

Nothing came.

The silence felt wrong.

The unknown presence had slipped into his life so quietly that he hadn’t realized when it became a habit. A part of his routine. A voice that reminded him, warned him, watched over things he cared about.

Now it was gone.

And he missed it.

That realization disturbed him more than the messages ever had.


Living Without the Voice

Days went by. He settled into his new job, learning systems, understanding people, forcing small conversations. Life looked normal from the outside. Stable. Successful, even.

But inside, something felt incomplete.

At night, he stared at his phone before sleeping—half-expecting it to light up.

It never did.

He wondered if it was ever real.
Or if it had only existed when he was at his weakest.

Some unknown was part of my life… so unclear, isn’t it?
The thought repeated itself often.


A New Chapter Begins

One evening, his mother spoke while folding clothes.

“You’re settled now,” she said gently. “Good job, stable life… it’s time to think about marriage.”

He looked up at her.

Her eyes weren’t pressuring him. They were hopeful.

He nodded slowly. “As you wish, Amma.”

She smiled—the same smile that had pulled him back from darkness more than once.

The talks began. Meetings. Photos. Conversations that felt strange but harmless. He stayed quiet, letting things move forward.

And soon enough, the wedding happened.

Simple. Traditional. Full of relatives and rituals.

Everyone said he looked happy.

He smiled when expected.


After Marriage

His wife was kind. Observant. Soft-spoken.

She noticed things others didn’t—how he sometimes paused mid-thought, how he stared at his phone even when it didn’t ring, how silence around him felt loaded.

One night, she asked casually, “You keep checking your phone. Waiting for someone?”

He hesitated.

“No,” he said. “Just… a habit.”

He didn’t tell her about the unknown messages.
He didn’t know how to explain something he himself couldn’t define.


The Absence

Weeks turned into months.

Still no messages.

The fear faded—but the emptiness didn’t.

He had everything he once prayed for:
A job.
A home.
A wife.
His mother safe and smiling.

And yet, something inside him whispered—

You didn’t win. You were allowed to move forward.

Late one night, as his wife slept beside him, his phone vibrated.

Just once.

He froze.

Heart pounding, he picked it up.

A notification.

But it wasn’t a message.

Just the time changing.

He lay back down slowly, staring at the ceiling.

Lying there in the quiet of the night, he finally understood.

Whatever had spoken to him, guided him, warned him… it was neither an enemy nor a savior. It was the part of him that had learned to survive when no one else could hear his fear. The voice that rose when he stayed silent. The strength that formed when he had no choice but to endure.

The evil within was never truly evil.
It was pain shaped into protection.
Fear turned into awareness.
Loneliness transformed into strength.

And when he no longer needed it—
when his life found balance, love, and purpose—
it stepped back into silence.

Not gone.
Just resting.

Because the moment he would ever break again…
it would return.

And this time, he would know its name.

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