Dark Thoughts

In the dark night, alone under the tree,
Gazing at the sky, waiting for a silver line,
While mind, heart was floating free,
And dreams ended, without any sign.

Could feel the cool cold breeze,
Shivering, grasped myself tight to overcome it,
Solitude brought tears, which rolled from eyes,
Weaken mind was destroyed and will power covered it.

Shining moon appeared to shower its smile,
One, two stars started to show up in the dark sky,
Still long time for the sun to appear and shine,
Surrounded by dark, was still searching my eye.

For the unknown, unseen happiness, which sparkles bright,
Which hasn't appeared nor felt any day,
Hope for it to appear on my last night,
Barely breathing, held it for few more minutes, as I feel I may.