Broken so many times I lost the count.
Shattered, yet still I stood,
watching the world undo me piece by piece.
They broke me
and he, the one I hoped would bring color,
came only when the night had swallowed all light.
Now silence fills my days,
no words left to speak,
no questions left to ask
just the quiet end
of what once was life.
We spoke in silence,
yet our voice lives in me.
A bond beyond time,
beyond death, beyond all—
our love still surrounds me,
gentle, eternal, whole.
Every breath was light,
Every path, a song of ease.
With you beside me,
Life bloomed in colors I didn’t know could fade.
But then, bit by bit,
You slipped into the quiet
Like twilight stealing the edge of day.
And soon the clouds gathered,
Wrapping my world in shadow and ache.
Now, I reach for you in every silence,
And all my heart can whisper is
I miss you, I miss you…
There are no other words to say.
I lost, and lost, and lost again—
Each loss a whisper carved in time.
For life, in all its tender grace,
Teaches love through what we leave behind.
I walked the endless road of days,
Holding moments that slipped like sand.
I loved and love dissolved to mist,
I was cared for yet it drifted from my hand.
Even when the world held me close,
I felt it fade, as shadows do at dawn.
Loss became my quiet companion,
A song I never meant to learn, but sang along.
Now, losing feels like breathing air,
Too known, too deep to part.
And winning oh, that distant dream
Still flickers softly in my heart.
