How,
if that book was with mad person, how did she get it from him, then I thought,
looking at her beautiful face, even mad person has accepted all her words and
gave her the book might be. I kept that book back at the rack and then started
to move out. By then I saw sagarika, she was approaching towards the account
section. By then the librarian addressed her and said, "Hey madam, you
dont have to pay the fine now, the book has been returned, one of your friend
came and returned the book. " She was totally surprised; she said
"what? my friend? who is that?" Librarian addressed her "How would
I know, he never said me the name, my work is to collect the book I collected
it thatz it".
This
news surprised not only for she, for me also it was shocking news. I was now
curious to know who was that person? how did he get to know, I felt I was only
knowing that the book was the mad person. Know I want to know, who else knew
about mad person having the book?
From
that day, I was unable to find the mad person at the circle signal also. So
this again created another unresolved mystery for me.
As
days passed, one evening I was studying in the room, I found my brother was
chatting with someone; He was very much delighted while chatting. I was so
curious wanted to know, who he is chatting, just peeped. I could just see the
name of the chatter it said "angel.cupid" is it a girl? Might be.. I
wasn't sure. But I started to tease my brother "oh...its a girl
there". He also took it cool and said yeah it’s the same beautiful
accident girl, whom u described. My rage was intolerable after hearing that
words, You dare to chat with her, I shall kill you seriously. He smiled for my
words and went away from the room.
I
wish that was joke itself, If he is really chatting with her, I shall seriously
kill my brother. Sometimes i do suspect if he is the one who returned the book
in library, since I had said him about the girl, book and mad person. Somehow I
still believe he would have said me, if any thing such was so? So, i felt i am
simply creating a mess on all this things.
At
college, our externals dates were announced, no more surprise, we all were
aware of it. We had four weeks, means one month of period to prepare for our
externals. Cool, so attending classes also reduced from the day external dates
were announced, I am not good student, but I never want to bunk classes
unnecessarily, I dont like it, Cool charm, i do bunk classes sometimes, reason
I am not feeling like attending. Thatz college life, we choose when to go
to college and when not, our choice.
Still
after announcing external dates we had classes for another two more weeks. Some
students used to attend the class. I used come as usual early to college and
attend the classes. Breakfast guy, he seems to be not attending the classes
like others. One day, I saw him near the college gate, Thought he has time to
roam, can’t he come to class and attend. That day to great surprise, he came to
class, felt as if he can hear my silent words, telepathy works. I smiled as
soon as I saw him entering the class.
Smile
from other end was not returned, he came just for time pass sort might be, he
wasn't glad to be in class. Who the hell feels glad right? I feel, I feel very
glad to attend class.
After
the class, the breakfast guy was the first to get out of the class, as if he
was waiting desperately, for the class to end. I delayed to come out from
class, something was not in mood to be with my friends, wanted to be alone.
While
getting down through the stairs, our class was at 3rd floor, at the corridor of
2nd floor, I saw breakfast guy with that accident girl, they both were
laughing, might be the breakfast guy said some joke, I was feeling very
depressed, May be I was feeling jealous, Great shock! Why should I feel
jealous? Do I have any sort of feeling towards that breakfast guy? No, I never
had nor have anything? Then why am I feeling jealous, depressed?