Life's Challenges

All doesn't like or love me, nor am such good at any, Color, character, looks nothing extraordinary I have, Every small step I take, looks like fool for many, Dare to stand strong and shall be brave. To take criticism, pains, haterism, whatever, May be intentional or its by coincidence, Hurts me for sure, I shall take it to heart, never! Never bother nor worry for any, strikes at every occurrence. Attitude? may be, I do have such attitude, Where whole world opposes, none stand beside me, Still I dare to take step with my solitude, And believe, to be right in time.

As years passed on, in search of better half, Patience to wait, nor accept any, was lost. Aware thousands of thoughts has been in delf, Inside the heart, which never give up at any cost.  Imagines as if, exists one, who trust me deep, With all the differences we have in between, We hold our hands and promise to be in every step, Hallucination? aware still awaits, as I believe in foreseen. Wish to keep each step after step of your, Hear your breathe and heart beats, when you are close, It's not lust, beauty or attraction towards your valour Feelings aroused from childhood, can't describe in any prose.

Invisibly running through nerves, Injecting its venom inside the bones. Bombards at random times, without prior notice, When body goes cold and blue as ice. Sometimes sweat appears, decreases temperature, Mind goes blank, mouth dries, behaves immature. Shiver in parts of body is known to thyself, Fingers tries its best to cover as a secret delf. Where others recognize it for sure, Eyes, lips, legs and hands speaks how insecure. Few seconds of daring confidence is all needed to combat, Conquer fear, jump high and beat the heat.

Every steps taken, right or wrong, Without any second thought, opt to prolong. Fear in the heart, which asks, how long? As long as my daring mind stay strong. What is that heart craves? which I need to achieve, To fulfill the innermost desire, And bring back the peace and smile. Carving heart wasn't from my day one, Now-a-day, it boomed to reach the throne, Never ever thought such, to struggle or atone,  Now I bow my head and follow the mind as my cicerone.

Life has many colors and many turns, People show their colors, inturn we learn. Each turn we take, face new challenge, Pray heart to stay strong and not to avenge. For the injustice or innocent deeds of people, Never dare, heart jumps to put them down and crumble. Sure, it would lead to a ludicrous debacle, Act to have a great come back, still awaits for a miracle. To prove; word appears and mind goes blank, Asking thyself, what is that and why is this swank. To impress whom and get what in this world or life. No, It's peace, needs to be achieved, breaking such strife.

From day one, was attached with her, Wish that attachment to stay forever. She was helpless and left me alone, Shall never ever accept she is gone. Even god dare not to oppose the nature, Never attempt to stop and help her to nurture. Each day, made sure to keep contact with her eyes, As I knew, she was nearing to her end days. She left amid in the way of life, Which I took as great strife. Moved all the way with my intuition, Never realized, it's mere hallucination.

Having my evening tea was looking at the magazine, when my husband said, "We would be moving to north india very soon, in other two weeks or a month. We would be confirmed which place, in two days". I was silent hearing to his words. He looked at me and asked, "What are you thinking? Any problem to travel with me? This would be for long term also". A shocking, non-expressible sort of mood was mine. I said, "hmmm Okay" and went inside the room. He came and stood near the door. I would be getting promotion too if we go to north india, if you are not interested, then it's fine, I shall cancel the transfer as well the promotion". Bit of disappointment was in his voice. I said, "Hey nothing as such, You don't have to cancel it. Since I am only child for my parents and I am born and brought from here, its feeling bit uncomfortable to accept that I would live in north india for long time, but I can manage though I know butler hind...