A sonnet on stupid thoughts

Heart feels heavy, many things to share,
Response for my words is unaware.
Heart says a lot, does nothing,
Laziness conquers, leading life to swing.
What am I? what are my desires,
Fills mind with such enquires.
Heart had come across many such contradictions,
Kept moving, with just one determination,
Unable to find whatz that determination strives,
Moving, hoping for achievement that relieves.
Failures are stepping stones,
Heart quotes this with inspiring tones.
All I know is a smile and laugh for a day,
Is enough to live in this world in happy:)