questions of what?

Heart feels, what?, is known for heavenly lord,
Mind says two words, for thy, stay alert,
Fluctuating sometimes here, then somewhere,
Heart scared, mind cries, say my heavenly lord,
Whatz my fate,
Dont decide know, just move on, Your number comes,
Just wait good to happen with you,
Will it be good or a terrible one.
Scared to face the world,
Whatz my world, my path, Whatz there for me.
SO many questions, unable to get along, questions of what?