Trying to heal your absence - dedicated to my mom

Eyes still searching around,
With rolling tears,without a sound.

Though heart knew, it would be in vain,
Do foolish acts, to reduce unbearable pain.

Tried to convince, impossibility of survival without thou,
You never took serious, ignored stating me as a fou,

Now, impossibilities is in front of me,
Unable to express you, my tears are true,

From day one, Its become a habit,
Awaiting your interference in all my bit.

Silently crying innermost to break my heart into pieces,
To burst out, so that I would heal your absences.