Confused state of mind....

When mind goes round....

Confused state!!! If answer is doesn't know.. that means, I am in confused state..
confused whether to move on in life or to stay back in life.. confused am I..with my thoughts..????

Sorry for all, for everybody..
Unaware.. cant behave as innocent nor a matured one....
Aware whatz right, Still mind is not accepting..
Aware whatz best, Still mind is not accepting..
Aware its not the end, Still mind is not accepting...

Oh god, Oh heavenly lord...Bless me..guide me...
Whatever I prayed to you, is never obtain.. I am exhausted God..
End this game.. End my game..

Cant say such words, its shows that... I am coward..Coward to accept and move on in life..
Its not true...
I am wrong in my deeds..
I am wrong in my virtue...
I am wrong in my thoughts...

When all is wrong..Heart says..stop.. stop, Since everything is lost..
Today read one quote....smiled a bit...
it was " When everything is lost...There is still future in front..."
So true is that words.. But life has to move on... is not possible in my case.....
What should I do?? end??? no... survive and prove......that i too deserve to be here..

Such confusions..no answer for anything..All goes dumb............ deaf............ and blind.........
I have no rights to survive??..No all human have their right to survive..
Then I am not a human???

Haven't harm any?? Still I suffer.. for what??? why??? why???
No answers where ever I go...

Haven't harm anyone in life.. Still .........................................................