Friday, December 19, 2025

Echoes in the Adoption File - Part 2

 

Part 2: Blood in the Margins

The first thing Anika did when she reached home was lock the door.

She didn’t know why—only that her hands moved on instinct, sliding the bolt shut, checking it twice. The apartment felt smaller than usual, the silence pressing in on her ears. She placed the adoption file on her dining table like it was evidence from a crime scene.

She turned on every light.

The photograph lay in the center, the scratched-out face staring back at her. Whoever had done it hadn’t wanted to erase the man—only to punish him. The scratches were violent, repeated, almost frantic.

Anika flipped the photo over again.

“She must never know.”

Who was she?

Her fingers moved back to the file. This time she read it like a detective, not a daughter searching for comfort. She noticed things she had ignored earlier—dates that didn’t align, signatures that changed handwriting mid-name, and a section titled “Additional Notes” that had been deliberately blacked out.

Someone had edited her life.

At the very bottom of one page, hidden near the binding, was a faint smudge. Anika tilted the paper toward the light. It wasn’t a stain—it was writing, pressed so hard it had etched into the page beneath.

She grabbed a pencil and shaded over it gently.

Letters emerged.

“…found near the body.”

Her stomach twisted.

Near which body?

Anika’s phone buzzed suddenly, the sound sharp in the quiet room. She nearly dropped the pencil.

Unknown Number

She stared at the screen, heart hammering.

She didn’t answer.

The phone stopped vibrating. A second later, a message appeared.

Stop digging.

Her throat went dry.

Another message followed.

Your parents are dead for a reason.

Anika backed away from the table, her legs weak. She looked toward the door, half-expecting the handle to turn.

“Who are you?” she whispered, though she knew there would be no answer.

She forced herself to breathe. Panic would get her killed faster than ignorance ever had.

She opened her laptop and typed in the police case number from the file. The result shocked her—not because it existed, but because it didn’t.

No records found.

She tried again. Different spellings. Different years.

Nothing.

Then she noticed something else: the number itself didn’t follow standard police formatting. It was too long. Too precise.

It wasn’t a case number.

It was a location coordinate.

Anika copied it into a map.

The screen zoomed in on a place just outside the city—a stretch of abandoned land near an old textile mill that had burned down decades ago. The map labeled it with two simple words:

Rao Industrial Estate

Her breath caught painfully.

Rao.

Her adoptive surname.

A sound came from behind her.

A soft click.

Anika turned slowly toward the hallway.

Her bedroom door, which she was certain she had closed, was now open—just an inch. Darkness spilled out from the gap like ink.

Her phone buzzed again.

Last warning.

At that exact moment, the power went out.

The lights died.
The fan fell silent.
And in the sudden darkness, Anika realized something far worse than the messages.

She was not uncovering a cold case.

The killer was still watching.

And he knew exactly where she lived.

Does Such Love Exist?

 Is there a love unseen, unnamed, unknown,
or is it only born in dreams we keep?
In a world weighed down by things we own,
can something so pure still dare to breathe?

Movies paint it soft in glowing light,
novels let it live beyond all fear.
But does such love walk in our real nights,
or stay confined to stories we revere?

Tuesday, December 16, 2025

Where Words Became Home

It started light, a passing stream of talk,
No weight, no promise hidden in the tone.
Just scattered words along an evening walk,
Unaware what seeds those sounds had sown.

Yet sentence by sentence, softly and slow,
Your voice found chambers I did not defend.
What felt so small began to deeply grow,
A gentle pull I could not comprehend.

Now here I stand, my guard undone, laid bare,
I yield to warmth your presence seemed to bring.
I give the love, the care, the silent prayer
All that my guarded heart could ever sing.

What once was chance now rules my every part;
I came to speak… and lost my willing heart.

Within You, Always

I live within you, where your silence breathes,
Not in your touch, but where your heart still knows.
Through passing time, through joys, through unseen griefs,
My presence stays, though quietly it goes.

Now and forever, bound beyond the skin,
Where souls reside and never say goodbye.
I am not near, yet never far within
For love like this does not know how to die.

Echoes in the Adoption File - Part 1

 

The File That Wasn’t Empty

The adoption file was supposed to be thin.

That’s what Anika Rao had always been told—routine case, no complications, closed chapter. She believed it for twenty-six years. Until the day the file slid across the dusty wooden table in the basement of St. Mary’s Adoption Trust and landed in front of her with a soft, accusing thud.

It was thick.

Anika’s fingers hovered over the folder, her pulse suddenly loud in her ears. The old ceiling fan groaned above her, pushing warm air that smelled of paper, ink, and secrets long buried. The caretaker, an elderly man with tired eyes, avoided her gaze.

“Are you sure this is mine?” she asked.

He nodded once. “That’s what the register says.”

Anika opened the file.

The first few pages were expected—date of birth, place of discovery, a temporary name scribbled in blue ink: Female infant, approx. three days old. But then she saw it.

A page torn roughly from a notebook.
A fingerprint in dried brown ink.
And one line, underlined twice:

“Father deceased. Mother missing.”

Her breath caught.

That was not what she had grown up hearing.

Her adoptive parents had always said the same thing: Your parents loved you, but they were poor. They wanted a better life for you. No deaths. No disappearances. No violence.

Anika turned the page, her hands trembling now.

There was a police stamp—faded, almost erased with time. A case number. And one word circled in red:

HOMICIDE

The room seemed to tilt.

“Why would this be here?” she whispered, more to herself than to the caretaker.

He finally spoke, his voice low. “Some adoptions… begin in tragedy.”

Anika closed the file slowly. Her reflection stared back at her from the plastic cover—dark eyes filled with questions she had never allowed herself to ask.

If her father was murdered…
If her mother vanished…

Then her adoption wasn’t just an act of mercy.

It was an escape.

As she stood to leave, something slipped from the back of the folder and fluttered to the floor. Anika bent down and picked it up.

A photograph.

A young couple stood outside a small house. The man’s arm was protectively around the woman, who was visibly pregnant. Both of them were smiling—but someone had scratched over the man’s face with a sharp object, gouging deep, angry lines.

On the back of the photo, written in hurried handwriting, were four words:

“She must never know.”

Anika felt a chill crawl up her spine.

For the first time in her life, she understood something with terrifying clarity:

Her past wasn’t lost.

It was hidden.

And someone had killed to keep it that way.

Evil Within Part- 10 - Final

 At first, he didn’t notice it.

One morning passed without a message. Then another. Then a third.

No vibration.
No unknown number.
No quiet guidance.

He checked his phone again and again—unlocking it for no reason, scrolling through old chats, rereading those short, unsettling lines that had once terrified him… and later, strangely, steadied him.

Nothing came.

The silence felt wrong.

The unknown presence had slipped into his life so quietly that he hadn’t realized when it became a habit. A part of his routine. A voice that reminded him, warned him, watched over things he cared about.

Now it was gone.

And he missed it.

That realization disturbed him more than the messages ever had.


Living Without the Voice

Days went by. He settled into his new job, learning systems, understanding people, forcing small conversations. Life looked normal from the outside. Stable. Successful, even.

But inside, something felt incomplete.

At night, he stared at his phone before sleeping—half-expecting it to light up.

It never did.

He wondered if it was ever real.
Or if it had only existed when he was at his weakest.

Some unknown was part of my life… so unclear, isn’t it?
The thought repeated itself often.


A New Chapter Begins

One evening, his mother spoke while folding clothes.

“You’re settled now,” she said gently. “Good job, stable life… it’s time to think about marriage.”

He looked up at her.

Her eyes weren’t pressuring him. They were hopeful.

He nodded slowly. “As you wish, Amma.”

She smiled—the same smile that had pulled him back from darkness more than once.

The talks began. Meetings. Photos. Conversations that felt strange but harmless. He stayed quiet, letting things move forward.

And soon enough, the wedding happened.

Simple. Traditional. Full of relatives and rituals.

Everyone said he looked happy.

He smiled when expected.


After Marriage

His wife was kind. Observant. Soft-spoken.

She noticed things others didn’t—how he sometimes paused mid-thought, how he stared at his phone even when it didn’t ring, how silence around him felt loaded.

One night, she asked casually, “You keep checking your phone. Waiting for someone?”

He hesitated.

“No,” he said. “Just… a habit.”

He didn’t tell her about the unknown messages.
He didn’t know how to explain something he himself couldn’t define.


The Absence

Weeks turned into months.

Still no messages.

The fear faded—but the emptiness didn’t.

He had everything he once prayed for:
A job.
A home.
A wife.
His mother safe and smiling.

And yet, something inside him whispered—

You didn’t win. You were allowed to move forward.

Late one night, as his wife slept beside him, his phone vibrated.

Just once.

He froze.

Heart pounding, he picked it up.

A notification.

But it wasn’t a message.

Just the time changing.

He lay back down slowly, staring at the ceiling.

Lying there in the quiet of the night, he finally understood.

Whatever had spoken to him, guided him, warned him… it was neither an enemy nor a savior. It was the part of him that had learned to survive when no one else could hear his fear. The voice that rose when he stayed silent. The strength that formed when he had no choice but to endure.

The evil within was never truly evil.
It was pain shaped into protection.
Fear turned into awareness.
Loneliness transformed into strength.

And when he no longer needed it—
when his life found balance, love, and purpose—
it stepped back into silence.

Not gone.
Just resting.

Because the moment he would ever break again…
it would return.

And this time, he would know its name.

Monday, December 15, 2025

Evil Within - Part - 9

 The day his mother was discharged from the hospital, the house felt alive again.

The silence that once comforted him now felt warm, familiar. She moved slowly, carefully, but she was home. That was enough. He watched her settle into her chair near the window, sunlight touching her face, and for the first time in weeks, he smiled without forcing it.

“You look lighter,” she said, noticing his face.

He nodded. “I feel… better.”

And for a while, it was true.


A Fresh Start

With his mother resting safely at home, something inside him steadied. He woke up early, shaved, dressed neatly, and packed his documents with care. His sling bag felt lighter today—not because it weighed less, but because his mind did.

Before leaving, his mother stopped him.

“Go with confidence,” she said, placing her hand on his head. “Whatever happens, come back smiling.”

He did.

The interview room was quiet. Familiar. This time, he didn’t rush his answers. He spoke clearly. Calmly. He listened. He thought.

When the final interviewer smiled and said, “We’ll move ahead with you,” he felt something he hadn’t felt in a long time.

Relief.

He stepped out, leaned against the wall, and exhaled.

He had cleared it.


The Message Returns

His phone vibrated.

His heart skipped—but he didn’t panic.

UNKNOWN:
You did well today.

He froze.

No one knew about the interview.

HIM:
Who are you?

A pause.

UNKNOWN:
Someone who knows you better than you think.
Someone who doesn’t want you to fall.

He swallowed hard.

HIM:
Then why scare me?

The reply came quickly.

UNKNOWN:
Fear keeps you alert.
I helped you survive when you were weak.

He stared at the screen.

Helped?


An Unseen Ally

Over the next few days, the messages continued—but they changed.

Gentler. Timed perfectly.

Don’t forget your documents.
Take the earlier bus today.
Check on your mother before leaving.

Each time, the advice proved useful.

He hated how comforting it felt.

One night, sitting beside his mother as she watched TV, his phone buzzed again.

UNKNOWN:
She’s smiling more now.

He looked at her.

She was.


A Line Is Drawn

HIM:
Are you watching us?

Three dots appeared. Disappeared.

UNKNOWN:
No.
I’m protecting what matters to you.
Because if you break again… I grow.

His fingers trembled.

This wasn’t a friend.
But it wasn’t an enemy either.

It was something living in the space between.


Mother’s Unease

One evening, his mother looked at him carefully.

“You talk less these days,” she said. “But your eyes… they look stronger.”

He forced a smile.

She touched his cheek. “Just remember—strength doesn’t come from being alone.”

He nodded, but said nothing.

Because somewhere deep inside, he knew—

The evil within hadn’t left.

It had simply changed its face.

And now…
it was helping him succeed.

Evil within - Part 8

 Hospitals had a way of erasing time.

Days blended into nights. Meals were skipped. Sleep came in fragments—ten minutes here, twenty there. He lived on the plastic chair beside his mother’s bed, his world reduced to the rise and fall of her chest and the soft beeping of machines.

He no longer checked job portals.
He no longer prepared for interviews.

Nothing outside this room mattered.

His mother was improving slowly, the doctors said. “Stable,” they called it. But he noticed things others didn’t—how she looked at him longer than usual, how her hand searched for his even when she slept.

She knew something was wrong with him.


A Change

One evening, as rain lashed against the hospital windows, she spoke suddenly.

“You’re not the same,” she said softly.

He looked up. “I’m fine, Amma.”

She shook her head weakly. “You’re here… but your mind is somewhere else.”

He didn’t answer.

She tightened her grip on his hand. “Promise me one thing.”

“What?”

“Don’t let darkness sit inside you. Talk. Don’t keep everything buried.”

Her words hit him like a blade.

Darkness.

She had no idea how close she was to the truth.


The First Crack

That night, he stepped out to the hospital terrace for some air. The rain had stopped, leaving the floor wet and shining under dim lights.

His phone vibrated.

He didn’t jump this time. He expected it.

UNKNOWN:
She feels it too.
You think you’re protecting her.
You’re not.

His jaw tightened.

HIM:
Stop.

Three dots appeared. Disappeared. Appeared again.

UNKNOWN:
I was born the day you learned to stay silent.
I grew every time you swallowed your pain.
You named me without knowing — the evil within.

His breathing grew shallow.

This wasn’t someone watching him.

This was something that knew him.


Reality Slips

The next day, a nurse approached him.

“Sir, did you move your mother last night?”

He frowned. “No. Why?”

“She was found sitting upright at 3 a.m. She said you told her to get up.”

His stomach dropped.

“I didn’t,” he said firmly.

The nurse exchanged a glance with another staff member. “Maybe she was confused.”

But he wasn’t.

He remembered being on the terrace at 3 a.m.
He remembered his phone vibrating.


Raghav’s Warning

Raghav visited again that evening. One look at his face and Raghav stiffened.

“You’re not sleeping,” Raghav said. “Your eyes… this isn’t normal.”

“I’m fine.”

Raghav lowered his voice. “That consultant—maybe you should go back. Or someone else. This isn’t just stress anymore.”

He finally snapped.

“I said I’m fine!”

The sudden anger shocked even him.

Raghav stepped back. “That’s exactly the problem.”

They stood in silence.

Raghav spoke again, carefully. “Promise me one thing. Whatever you’re hearing… whatever you’re feeling… don’t face it alone.”

He didn’t promise.

He couldn’t.


The Whisper

Late that night, while holding his mother’s hand, he heard it.

Not a voice.

A whisper inside his head.

If she survives, you lose yourself.
If you break, I become stronger.

He squeezed his eyes shut.

This wasn’t fear anymore.
This was a battle.

And the scariest part?

The evil within didn’t want to destroy him.

It wanted to replace him.

Evil within Part 7

 The phone buzzed again that night.

He didn’t check it this time.

He sat on the edge of his bed, staring at the wall, replaying the message in his head. The words felt alive, as if someone had been watching him for a long time. The consultant’s careless dismissal still echoed in his ears.

Overreacting…

He clenched his fists.


The Call

Just before dawn, his mother collapsed in the kitchen.

The sound of the steel tumbler hitting the floor woke him up. He rushed out and found her seated on the floor, holding her chest, her face pale and breath uneven.

“Amma!” his voice cracked.

The next few hours blurred into chaos—an auto ride at an ungodly hour, hospital corridors filled with antiseptic smells, nurses moving too fast, doctors speaking in measured tones that carried hidden fear.

“She needs to be admitted,” the doctor said. “Observation at least.”

Those words landed hard.


Hospital

She lay on the bed, oxygen mask resting lightly on her face, eyes closed but peaceful. Machines beeped softly beside her. He sat in the chair near the bed, not moving, not blinking much.

This was the first time he truly felt fear—not for himself, but for the one person who anchored his world.

He took out his phone absentmindedly.

No new messages.

That scared him more.


Days Pass

He stopped attending interviews.

Stopped checking emails.

Stopped answering calls.

Everything else faded into the background.

His world narrowed down to hospital timings, medicine schedules, doctor updates, and sitting beside her bed—sometimes talking, sometimes just watching her breathe.

Friends asked questions.
Relatives advised.
Raghav visited once, then twice.

“You can’t put your life on pause,” Raghav said gently.

He looked up slowly. “I already did.”

There was no anger in his voice. Just emptiness.


Mother’s Eyes

One evening, she woke up fully alert and looked at him sitting beside her, unshaven, dark circles under his eyes.

“You didn’t go anywhere today, did you?” she asked.

He shook his head.

Her eyes softened. That same warmth. That same concern.

“You shouldn’t stop your life because of me,” she said quietly.

He forced a smile. “You are my life.”

She reached out and held his hand. Her grip was weak, but it was enough.

But inside him, something shifted.

The evil within stirred again.

Not as fear this time—but as guilt.


The Silence Returns

Late that night, when she was asleep, he stepped out into the hospital corridor. The lights flickered faintly. The place was quiet, eerie.

His phone vibrated.

This time, he looked.

UNKNOWN:
You chose her over yourself.
Good.
Now watch what it costs you.

His blood ran cold.

He scanned the corridor. Empty.

This wasn’t coincidence anymore.

He typed back for the first time.

HIM:
Who are you?

The message showed seen.

No reply.

Inside the ward, his mother stirred slightly, murmuring his name in her sleep.

He rushed back in and sat beside her, gripping her hand tightly, as if holding on to the only thing keeping him grounded.

Whatever this was…
it had waited for him to be weak.
It had waited for him to care too much.

And now, it was watching.

The evil within had found its moment.

Evil Within - Part 6

 The counselling center looked calm from the outside. Too calm. White walls. Glass doors. Soft music leaking faintly into the corridor. The kind of place meant to make people feel safe.

But the moment he stepped inside, something felt… off.

Raghav spoke to the receptionist and gestured for him to sit. He lowered himself into the chair, fingers interlocked tightly, eyes fixed on the floor. The air-conditioning was cold, but sweat still formed at his temples.

After a few minutes, a man in his late forties appeared.

“Come in,” the consultant said, smiling politely.

They entered a small room. Two chairs. A desk. A notebook. A ticking wall clock that suddenly felt too loud.

The consultant looked at him over his glasses.
“So… tell me what brings you here.”

He stayed silent.

Raghav cleared his throat. “He’s been struggling internally. Anxiety. Isolation. Overthinking. Loss of confidence.”

The consultant nodded as if he’d heard this story a hundred times before. He scribbled something in his notebook.

“And you?” the consultant asked, turning back to him. “What do you feel?”

He hesitated. Words crowded his mind, but none of them felt right. How could he explain something he himself didn’t fully understand?

“I feel… tired,” he finally said. “Not physically. Inside.”

The consultant smiled knowingly.
“That’s common. You just need to change your mindset. Think positively. Socialize more. Reduce screen time.”

He blinked.

That was it?

The consultant continued, “You’re intelligent. There’s nothing wrong with you. You’re just overthinking. Try meditation. I’ll prescribe something mild to help you sleep.”

Raghav nodded, satisfied.

But something inside him twisted.

This man didn’t ask about the walk in the heat.
Didn’t ask about the fear that crawled up his spine at night.
Didn’t ask about the thoughts he never spoke aloud.

The evil within wasn’t being seen.

He stood up abruptly.

“This is useless,” he said quietly.

Both men looked at him, surprised.

“You don’t know what I’m dealing with,” he continued, his voice controlled but firm. “You’re treating symptoms, not… whatever this is.”

The consultant frowned. “Young man, you’re overreacting.”

That sentence did it.

He walked out.


Outside

The sunlight hit his face again. Raghav followed him, irritated.

“What was that?” Raghav demanded. “You didn’t even give it a chance!”

He stopped near the gate and turned slowly.

“This isn’t about anxiety. Or confidence. Or work,” he said.
“There’s something else. Something darker.”

Raghav stared at him. “What are you talking about?”

Before he could answer, his phone vibrated.

An unknown number.

He froze.

Raghav noticed. “Who is it?”

He didn’t respond. He just stared at the screen.

A message appeared.

UNKNOWN:
You can’t run from it forever.
You felt it yesterday… on the road.
The walk was only the beginning.

His throat went dry.

Raghav leaned closer. “What is it?”

He slowly locked the phone and slipped it back into his pocket.

“Nothing,” he lied.

But his hands were trembling.

The consultant visit hadn’t failed.
It had confirmed something terrifying.

Whatever was breaking him…
wasn’t something that could be fixed by advice, medicine, or mindset.

It knew him.
It watched him.
And it had finally decided to speak.

The evil within was no longer silent.

Thursday, December 11, 2025

Evil within - Part 5

 He lay on his bed that night, the fan spinning slowly above him, shadows stretching across the ceiling. But sleep didn’t come. Raghav’s words kept circling in his head:

“Tomorrow… big day.”
“A place where we can fix this… together.”

What did he mean?
Was it some job lead?
A training center?
Something else?

The uncertainty gnawed at him.

Meanwhile, in the hall, his mother finished folding clothes. She stopped for a moment, looking toward his closed door with worry etched on her face.

“God… give him some peace,” she whispered before heading to her room.

The night passed slowly.


Morning

He woke up early, surprisingly. His body still ached from yesterday’s long walk, but his mind was sharper today—alert, almost tense.

He walked to the kitchen. His mother was already there, pouring tea.

“Up so soon?” she asked.

He nodded, avoiding her eyes.

“You didn’t sleep properly,” she said. It wasn’t a question.

He smiled weakly. “I’m fine, Amma.”

She didn’t believe it, but she let it go. “Drink this. Raghav is coming, I suppose?”

He froze for a second. “How did you—?”

“He told me last night when he left,” she replied, setting the cup in front of him.
“Said he has some plan for you today. I hope he doesn’t drag you into anything stressful.”

He sipped the tea. His stomach tightened again.


Sudden Knock

Around 9:15 AM, the gate clanged. He looked out the window—Raghav was already there, dressed casually but looking unusually serious.

“Come fast!” Raghav shouted from below.

His mother came to the door. “Where are you taking him?”

“Just somewhere,” Raghav replied quickly. “Don’t worry, Aunty. I’ll bring him back.”

But there was a sharpness in his tone. A hidden urgency.

His mother didn’t like it. Her eyes narrowed a little.

“Be careful,” she told her son quietly.
He nodded.

He stepped out with Raghav, the sling bag hanging loosely on his shoulder again.


Walking with Raghav

They walked towards the main road. Raghav kept a fast pace, almost too fast, and didn’t speak for a few minutes.

Finally, he asked, “Where are we going?”

Raghav glanced at him. “A place where people change their lives. A place that might change yours too.”

He frowned. “What place?”

Raghav took a deep breath.

“A counselling center,” Raghav said finally. “Professional help. I’ve watched you struggle for months… withdrawing… losing confidence. Yesterday you walked home in that heat because you didn’t even ask for help. You keep everything inside. You’re fighting something alone… something dark.”

He stopped walking and looked straight into Raghav’s eyes.

Raghav continued, his voice softer:

“I know you won’t ask for help. So I brought it to you.”

Silence stretched between them.

He felt exposed.
Seen.
Almost embarrassed.

“Why didn’t you tell me earlier?” he asked quietly.

“Because you would’ve refused,” Raghav answered. “Now you can’t.”

He wanted to argue, but he couldn’t. Because… Raghav was right.

The evil within—the thoughts, the fear, the crushing self-doubt—had been eating him slowly. And yesterday, during that long walk under the punishing sun, he had felt it almost break him.

He swallowed hard.

“Is this really necessary?” he whispered.

Raghav placed a hand on his shoulder.

“Necessary? Brother… it’s overdue.”

For the first time in months, he didn’t hide behind excuses. He just nodded.

They continued walking—towards a place he didn’t want to go, but desperately needed.

He didn’t know what waited inside the center.
He didn’t know if it would help.
But for the first time… he wasn’t walking alone

Evil within - Part 4

 

The night grew quieter as he ate the warm upma his mother had lovingly prepared. The exhaustion of the day still clung to his shoulders, but the comfort of home softened the edges of his tired thoughts.

His mother watched over him for a while, making sure he ate enough. When he finished, she took the plate away without a word, sensing he didn’t have the energy to talk.

He got up after a moment.
“Amma… I’ll just sit outside for some air,” he said softly.

She nodded. “Don’t be long. The night air is getting cold.”

He stepped out into the balcony again, this time with the street lights flickering in the distance. The darkness felt calmer than the blazing afternoon sun. He took a deep breath.

But his mind wasn’t calm.
Something inside him kept twisting—anxiety, fear, self-doubt.
The evil within, as he used to call it.
The silent enemy that attacked when he was already weak.

He stared at the sky, battling the thoughts rising again.

Just then, the gate creaked.

He looked down.

A man stepped in—tall, lean, carrying a backpack slung over one shoulder. His cousin, Raghav, who stayed in the next street. He often visited late evenings, but tonight his timing felt strange… almost too perfect.

Raghav looked up and saw him seated in the balcony.

“Hey,” he called out, walking towards the steps. “Aunty said you came home tired. Thought I’d drop by.”

He forced a small smile and nodded.

Raghav climbed the stairs and joined him on the balcony.

“Interview didn’t go well?” Raghav asked, settling into the plastic chair beside him.

He shook his head.

Raghav exhaled sharply. “These people don’t know how to judge real talent. You’re smart, you just… you overthink.”

The words stung—not because they were wrong, but because they were too true.

Raghav continued, “But you know what? Sitting and worrying won’t help. Tomorrow, I’m taking you somewhere. A place where we can fix this… together.”

He frowned a little.
“Where?”

Raghav smiled mysteriously. “You’ll see. Trust me.”

There was something in Raghav’s eyes—confidence, determination… and something else. A hint of secrecy.

Before he could ask more, his mother called from inside.

“Both of you come and sleep! Enough talking.”

Raghav got up. “We’ll talk tomorrow. Big day.”

He nodded slowly, unsure yet curious.

As he closed the balcony door behind him, a strange chill slid down his spine.

Something was coming.
Something that would change everything.

And he wasn’t sure if it was good…
or another challenge waiting to break him.

Wednesday, December 10, 2025

The Purest Love

A love so precious, the purest of pure
untouched by desire, untouched by need.
No measure can hold it, no heart can compare,
for it stands second only to a mother’s love.

Unconditional as breath,
quiet as a prayer,
it lives not in the body
but in the soul that never fades.

It knows no ending,
only the miracle of being born
again and again
in the deepest chambers of the heart.

Evil within - Part 3

 He entered his room and closed the door gently—not to shut her out, but to keep his emotions from spilling over. The quiet inside the room felt different from the outside. This was the silence he usually loved… but today it felt heavy. Suffocating.

He dropped his sling bag on the floor and sat on the edge of his bed, elbows resting on his knees, face in his palms.
Everything hit him at once.

The long walk.
The scorching heat.
The interview disaster.
The disappointment in himself.
The fear of failing again.

He let out a long breath, the kind that made his chest feel hollow. He wished he could hide inside himself, disappear for a while. Life felt too loud even in silence.

Outside, his mother moved quietly, not wanting to disturb him but unable to settle. She opened the kitchen cupboard, closed it, then opened it again without reason. She paced a little. She waited, listening for any sign from his room.

After a few minutes, she couldn’t resist. She walked to his door. She didn’t knock. She just placed her hand softly on the wood, as if that alone could reach him.

Inside, he lay down slowly, curling up on one side. His eyes stung, not from tears, but from exhaustion. His body felt drained. His mind felt bruised.

He wasn’t crying.
But he wasn’t okay either.

A mother senses things without being told.

She walked back to the kitchen and started preparing something light—upma, his favourite comfort food. She worked quietly, with small prayers whispered in between.

“Let him get good news soon…”
“Give him strength…”
“Don’t test him more, God… please.”

By the time the food was ready, she checked the clock. Almost an hour had passed.

She went back to his door and knocked gently this time.

Kanna… you want to eat something? I made upma for you. Just a little, come.

Inside, he heard her voice—soft, concerned, steady. The kind of voice that could lift anyone from the deepest pit.

He wiped his face, breathed out, and got up slowly. He opened the door.

She looked at him with the same love she had carried since he was a child.

“Tired?” she asked softly.

He nodded.

She didn’t say anything else. She just guided him to the kitchen, placed the plate in front of him, and sat beside him like she used to when he was a little boy.

“Eat slowly,” she said, brushing his hair gently with her fingers.

That moment—her presence, her concern, her touch—felt like medicine. Stronger than anything else in the world.

He took a bite.
Warm. Soft. Familiar.
The kind of food that wrapped comfort around the heart.

She watched him, not rushing, not questioning further. Just being there.

And for the first time since morning, he felt a little lighter.

Not cured.
Not confident.
But supported.
Loved.
Not alone.

Sometimes, that was enough to survive another day.

Evil within - Part 2

 He waited a little longer on the balcony, the metal armrest warm under his hand. He shifted in the chair, exhausted but refusing to move. The house felt too empty without her. Too silent. Too unfamiliar.

And then… he heard it.

Her voice.

Faint, coming from the neighbour’s house—laughing, talking, probably discussing something as she always did. He closed his eyes for a moment. That sound alone eased something tight inside him. But still, he didn’t get up. He didn’t call out. He just waited… wanting to see her walk through the gate.

A few minutes later, the latch clicked. The gate opened. She stepped in, adjusting the edge of her saree, still speaking something to herself. She looked up—and froze for a second when she saw him sitting there.

Aiyo! Why are you sitting out here?” she asked, her voice filled with concern.
Did you eat anything? Aren’t you hungry? Look at you… you’re so tired. Why didn’t you go inside and rest on the bed for a while?

He didn’t say anything immediately. Just smiled. A small, tired smile—but a real one. Seeing her was like someone had poured cool water over a burning day. The weight on his chest lifted, even if just a little.

They went inside together.
She walked ahead, fussing, switching on the fan, removing her slippers hurriedly. He followed slowly.

“Sit,” she said, almost ordering him.

She went to the kitchen and returned with a glass of chilled juice. She handed it to him with that motherly stare that was half-love, half-scolding.

“What happened? Why do you look like you walked through a desert?” she asked.
“Didn’t you come by bus or taxi?”

He took a sip before answering, and then gave a half-embarrassed smile.

“I… ran out of money,” he said softly. “Couldn’t afford a bus or auto. So… I walked.”

She put her hand on her forehead dramatically.
Ayyo! So far? Oh god…
She shook her head. “How many times should I tell you? Always keep extra money when you go out. We never know what will happen. I’ll give you some, keep it safely.”

He didn’t argue. Just kept sipping the juice.

And what about the interview?” she asked cautiously.

He hesitated, his eyes dropping to the floor.

“It didn’t go well,” he said. “Feels like I’ll fail again… this time too. Let me rest a bit. I’ll… go to my room.”

His voice cracked a little—not enough for her to comment, but enough for her to notice.

He placed the half-empty glass on the table and stood up. His shoulders drooped; the exhaustion of the day, the disappointment of the interview, and the weight of his own thoughts pressed into him all at once.

Slowly, he walked to his room.

As he disappeared inside, his mother stood in the hall, watching him with worry filling her eyes. She whispered a quiet prayer under her breath, taking God’s name, asking for strength for her son… asking for something good to finally come his way.

Because a mother can hide her fears from the world—
but never from herself.

Friday, December 5, 2025

Evil within - part 1

The sun was unforgiving, hitting the street like a blowtorch. Heat waves rose from the road, twisting the air and making everything look distorted. Vehicles crawled, honked, squeezed for space—but none of that mattered to him. He wasn’t part of their rush. He was just walking… alone, on the side, where no one bothered to glance.

The sling bag on his shoulder kept slipping, dragging him down. He shrugged it up again, irritated. The strap bit into his skin, but he didn’t care. He just wanted to get home. That was the only thought that kept him moving through the burning afternoon.

He wasn’t built for this chaos. The noise. The crowd. The unwanted eyes.
Being outside drained him faster than the sun ever could.

Why did I come out today? he muttered internally, frustrated with himself.

Every two-wheeler that whizzed past startled him a little. Every honk made him flinch on the inside. He tried to blend into the wall as he walked, keeping his head down, hoping no one would stop him, talk to him, ask him anything. The world out here demanded too much energy. Too much presence.

He just wanted silence.

He imagined his house—quiet, cool, dimly lit. No questions, no noise, no strangers brushing by. Just his room, his sofa, his cup of tea. That thought alone felt like a cold breeze in this furnace-like heat.

In his mind, he was already there.
Home.
His dream land.
A place where the world softened and he didn’t have to pretend to be strong or social or “fine.”

But reality dragged behind him like the heavy sling bag he couldn’t escape from. His thoughts raced as fast as the traffic around him—
Will I make it before the headache starts? Did I lock the balcony door this morning? Why can’t I just teleport home? Why does everything outside feel so exhausting?

He walked faster now, desperate, almost anxious. The sun burned his skin, sweat blurred his vision, but none of that mattered. Home was getting closer with every step. The only place where he didn’t feel judged. The only place where he could breathe without thinking.

And in his mind, he could already hear the quiet—
no horns, no engines, no people.
Just peace.

He finally reached his gate, sweat rolling down his forehead, shoulders aching, breath unsteady. But the moment he stepped inside the compound, he felt that familiar drop in tension. Home. Safe zone. The world outside could roar as much as it wanted—none of it could reach him here.

He pushed open the door.

Silence.

Not the comforting silence he was craving, but a strange, empty one. The kind that made the hairs on his arms rise. He looked around.

“Amma?” he called out, expecting her usual answer—sometimes a soft “ha…” from the kitchen, sometimes her footsteps, sometimes just her warm smile appearing from the hallway.

Nothing.

The stillness felt heavier than his sling bag ever did.

He stepped farther inside. The cushions were untouched. The steel tumbler on the dining table sat exactly where it had been in the morning. Her slippers were still by the door.

Where did she go?
She never left without telling him. Never.

He checked her room, pushing the curtain aside. Empty.
He checked the backyard. No one.

A flicker of worry ran through his chest. Not panic… but a kind of uneasiness only an introverted mind can create—a quiet fear that grows when things don’t match expectations.

He climbed the stairs slowly. Each step creaked softly under his tired feet. Maybe she had gone to the terrace to dry clothes. Maybe she was just enjoying the breeze.

He reached the top.

Nothing.
Just the hot afternoon wind and an empty terrace staring back at him.

He stood there for a few seconds, swallowing the dryness in his throat. The sun felt even harsher now. The world felt strangely quiet again, but not the peaceful kind he wanted.

He came back downstairs, feeling the weight of the empty house wrap around him. He walked to the set-out area—the small balcony near the front door where his mother often sat in the evenings.

He lowered himself onto the chair, leaning back, letting the sling bag slide to the floor with a soft thud. He stared at the gate through the grill, waiting… listening for footsteps… a key sound… anything.

This was the place he always felt closest to her—the spot where she would ask him if he’d eaten, why he was late, or simply smile at him without a single word.

He missed that look now. The warmth only a mother’s eyes could give. The comfort, the assurance, the silent love that made even the hardest day feel bearable.

So he waited.
Tired. Sweaty. A little anxious.
He sat there quietly, staring at the entrance as if willing her to appear.

Because for him, home wasn’t truly “home” until she walked in.

Wednesday, December 3, 2025

Meri zindagi mein aaye ho aur aise aaye ho tum - Armaan movie lyrics

 Meri zindagi mein aaye ho aur aise aaye ho tum
Jo ghul gaya hai saanson mein woh geet laaye ho tum
Meri zindagi mein aaye ho aur aise aaye ho tum
Jo ghul gaya hai saanson mein woh geet laaye ho tum
O.. tum hi kaho, tum hi kaho
Dil jo aise gaaye, koi kyon na gungunaye
Meri zindagi mein aaye ho aur aise aaye ho tum
Jo ghul gaya hai saanson mein woh geet laaye ho tum

O ho ho ho ho ho
O ho ho ho ho ho

Tumko pa ke hans ke. ga ke

Nikhri hain sanvari hai zindagi
Ujli subhein rangeen shaamein
Aa gayi ek nayi dilkashi
Ho.. maan bhi lo, maan bhi lo
Raat jo hai kehti yeh fiza jo samjhaye
Meri zindagi mein..
O ho ho ho ho ho
O ho ho ho ho ho

Meri zindagi mein aaye ho aur aise aaye ho tum
Jo ghul gaya hai saanson mein woh geet laaye ho tum

Tumse pehle dekhe kab the
Maine yeh khwaabon ke karvaan
Tum jo aaye, tum ho laaye

Ankahi ansuni daastan
O.. suno zara, suno zara
Mera dil bhi haaye woh kahani dohraye
Meri zindagi mein..

Meri zindagi mein aaye ho aur aise aaye ho tum
Jo ghul gaya hai saanson mein woh geet laaye ho tum
Ho.. tum hi kaho, tum hi kaho
Dil jo aise gaaye, koi kyun na gungunaye
Meri zindagi mein aaye ho aur aise aaye ho tum
Jo ghul gaya hai saanson mein woh geet laaye ho tum

O ho ho ho ho ho
O ho ho ho ho ho


Written by: Javed Ak
Film : Armaan


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