Sunday, January 11, 2026

Life speaks

I begin without asking, and move without pause,
sometimes as a blessing, sometimes as a cause.
I teach through loss what joy cannot say,
I bend you at night, then heal you by day.

I give you dreams and take them away,
not to punish, but to show you your way.
I test your faith with silence and time,
then answer softly, never on time.

I am not fair, nor meant to be,
yet I shape who you dare to become and see.
Love, pain, hope — all carry my name,
for I am life, ever changing, yet the same.

Friday, January 9, 2026

Main shaayar to nahin - lyrics

 Main shaayar to nahin

Main shaayar to nahin

magar aye hanseen

Jab se dekha main ne tujhko mujhko

Shaayari aa gayee

Mainn aashiq to nahin magar aye haseen

Jab se dekhaa maine tujhko mujhko

Aashiqi aa gayee

Main shaayar to nahin...

Pyaar ka naam maine suna tha magar

Pyaar kya hai ye mujhko nahin thi khabar

Pyaar ka naam maine suna tha magar

Pyaar kya hai ye mujhko nahin thi khabar

Main to ulajha raha ulajhanon ki tarah

Doston mein raha dushmanon ki tarah

Main dushman to nahin

Main dushman to nahin

magar aye haseen......

Jab se dekhaa maine tujhko mujhko

Dosti aa gayee

Main shaayar to nahin... magar aye hanseen

Jab se dekha maine tujhko mujhko

Shaayari aa gayee

Main shaayar to nahin...

Echoes in the Adoption File - Part 3

 

The Man Who Wasn’t There

The power returned after exactly seven minutes.

Anika counted every second.

When the lights flickered back on, the apartment looked unchanged—no broken locks, no overturned furniture, no sign of intrusion. That disturbed her more than chaos would have. Someone had been there. She could feel it in her bones.

Her bedroom door was now fully closed.

She hadn’t touched it.

Anika didn’t sleep that night. She sat on the couch with a kitchen knife in her hand, the adoption file open on her lap, replaying every detail again and again until dawn stained the sky a dull gray.

At 6:12 a.m., she made a decision.

If official records didn’t exist, she’d find unofficial ones.

By noon, she was standing outside the city records office—an aging concrete building that smelled of damp files and forgotten crimes. Inside, behind a counter cluttered with yellowing folders, sat Inspector Devraj Iyer.

He was retired.
Officially.

But retired cops still had habits. His eyes scanned people the way others scanned exits.

“What do you want, Miss Rao?” he asked, before she even spoke.

Anika stiffened. “Do I know you?”

He studied her face for a long moment. Too long.

“No,” he said finally. “But I knew someone who looked like you. Long ago.”

Her grip tightened around the folder. “I’m looking for information about a murder. Around twenty-six years ago. Near Rao Industrial Estate.”

The name did it.

Iyer’s jaw clenched. His fingers stopped moving.

“That place burned,” he said. “Along with everything in it.”

“People survived fires,” Anika replied. “Records too.”

He leaned back slowly. “Not that one.”

She slid the photograph across the counter.

The scratched-out face stared up at him.

Iyer’s face drained of color.

“Do you recognize him?” Anika asked.

“Yes,” he whispered. Then louder, sharper: “You shouldn’t have this.”

“Who is he?”

Iyer looked around, then stood and locked the door behind the counter. The click echoed like a gunshot.

“That man,” he said, “officially never existed.”

Anika felt cold.

“He was reported dead in a robbery gone wrong. Case closed in forty-eight hours.” Iyer’s eyes hardened. “But he wasn’t robbed. And he wasn’t the only one who died that night.”

He pulled out a hidden drawer and placed a thin file on the desk.

CASE STATUS: SEALED

Inside was a crime scene photograph.

A body sprawled on the floor of a small house. Blood smeared the walls—not splattered, but written, dragged in streaks like someone had tried to crawl away.

Anika swallowed hard.

“That’s my father,” she said, though she had never seen him alive.

Iyer nodded. “Name: Arjun Rao. Textile accountant. Clean record. No enemies. At least, none that showed up on paper.”

“What about my mother?”

Iyer hesitated.

“She was the witness.”

Anika’s heart slammed against her ribs. “Witness to what?”

“To fraud. To embezzlement. To men who wore suits by day and carried knives by night.” He closed the file. “She disappeared before she could testify.”

Anika’s voice shook. “And me?”

Iyer looked at her, something like guilt flickering in his eyes.

“You were found crying beside your father’s body.”

Silence swallowed the room.

“She hid you,” he continued. “In a cupboard. Wrapped you in a towel soaked with her blood so the dogs wouldn’t find you.”

Anika’s stomach turned violently.

“Who killed him?” she asked.

Iyer didn’t answer immediately. Instead, he reached into his pocket and handed her a card.

On it was a single sentence, handwritten:

Trust no Rao.

Before she could ask what it meant, the office phone rang.

Iyer picked it up.

He didn’t say a word.

His face went pale.

Slowly, he placed the receiver down.

“They know you came here,” he said quietly. “You need to leave. Now.”

A crash echoed from the back of the building.

Footsteps.

More than one.

Iyer shoved the sealed file into Anika’s hands. “Go through the fire exit. Don’t look back.”

“What about you?” she asked.

He gave her a tired smile. “I’ve been dead to them once already.”

As Anika ran, a gunshot rang out behind her.

She didn’t stop.

She didn’t scream.

Outside, hidden among the parked vehicles, she finally collapsed—gasping, shaking, alive.

Her phone buzzed.

A new message.

He shouldn’t have helped you.

Attached was a photo.

Inspector Devraj Iyer.
Lying on the floor.
Blood pooling beneath his head.

Another message followed.

You were never supposed to survive either.

Anika stared at the screen, tears burning her eyes—not from fear anymore, but fury.

They hadn’t just stolen her past.

They had murdered everyone who tried to protect it.

And now, she understood the truth that changed everything:

She wasn’t searching for a killer.

She was the last loose end.

Friday, December 19, 2025

Echoes in the Adoption File - Part 2

 

Part 2: Blood in the Margins

The first thing Anika did when she reached home was lock the door.

She didn’t know why—only that her hands moved on instinct, sliding the bolt shut, checking it twice. The apartment felt smaller than usual, the silence pressing in on her ears. She placed the adoption file on her dining table like it was evidence from a crime scene.

She turned on every light.

The photograph lay in the center, the scratched-out face staring back at her. Whoever had done it hadn’t wanted to erase the man—only to punish him. The scratches were violent, repeated, almost frantic.

Anika flipped the photo over again.

“She must never know.”

Who was she?

Her fingers moved back to the file. This time she read it like a detective, not a daughter searching for comfort. She noticed things she had ignored earlier—dates that didn’t align, signatures that changed handwriting mid-name, and a section titled “Additional Notes” that had been deliberately blacked out.

Someone had edited her life.

At the very bottom of one page, hidden near the binding, was a faint smudge. Anika tilted the paper toward the light. It wasn’t a stain—it was writing, pressed so hard it had etched into the page beneath.

She grabbed a pencil and shaded over it gently.

Letters emerged.

“…found near the body.”

Her stomach twisted.

Near which body?

Anika’s phone buzzed suddenly, the sound sharp in the quiet room. She nearly dropped the pencil.

Unknown Number

She stared at the screen, heart hammering.

She didn’t answer.

The phone stopped vibrating. A second later, a message appeared.

Stop digging.

Her throat went dry.

Another message followed.

Your parents are dead for a reason.

Anika backed away from the table, her legs weak. She looked toward the door, half-expecting the handle to turn.

“Who are you?” she whispered, though she knew there would be no answer.

She forced herself to breathe. Panic would get her killed faster than ignorance ever had.

She opened her laptop and typed in the police case number from the file. The result shocked her—not because it existed, but because it didn’t.

No records found.

She tried again. Different spellings. Different years.

Nothing.

Then she noticed something else: the number itself didn’t follow standard police formatting. It was too long. Too precise.

It wasn’t a case number.

It was a location coordinate.

Anika copied it into a map.

The screen zoomed in on a place just outside the city—a stretch of abandoned land near an old textile mill that had burned down decades ago. The map labeled it with two simple words:

Rao Industrial Estate

Her breath caught painfully.

Rao.

Her adoptive surname.

A sound came from behind her.

A soft click.

Anika turned slowly toward the hallway.

Her bedroom door, which she was certain she had closed, was now open—just an inch. Darkness spilled out from the gap like ink.

Her phone buzzed again.

Last warning.

At that exact moment, the power went out.

The lights died.
The fan fell silent.
And in the sudden darkness, Anika realized something far worse than the messages.

She was not uncovering a cold case.

The killer was still watching.

And he knew exactly where she lived.

Does Such Love Exist?

 Is there a love unseen, unnamed, unknown,
or is it only born in dreams we keep?
In a world weighed down by things we own,
can something so pure still dare to breathe?

Movies paint it soft in glowing light,
novels let it live beyond all fear.
But does such love walk in our real nights,
or stay confined to stories we revere?

Tuesday, December 16, 2025

Where Words Became Home

It started light, a passing stream of talk,
No weight, no promise hidden in the tone.
Just scattered words along an evening walk,
Unaware what seeds those sounds had sown.

Yet sentence by sentence, softly and slow,
Your voice found chambers I did not defend.
What felt so small began to deeply grow,
A gentle pull I could not comprehend.

Now here I stand, my guard undone, laid bare,
I yield to warmth your presence seemed to bring.
I give the love, the care, the silent prayer
All that my guarded heart could ever sing.

What once was chance now rules my every part;
I came to speak… and lost my willing heart.

Within You, Always

I live within you, where your silence breathes,
Not in your touch, but where your heart still knows.
Through passing time, through joys, through unseen griefs,
My presence stays, though quietly it goes.

Now and forever, bound beyond the skin,
Where souls reside and never say goodbye.
I am not near, yet never far within
For love like this does not know how to die.

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